My name is…… I belong to a poor family. My father is a labourer. I have two sisters and two brothers. I am in love with a boy who lives near my home. He does not know anything about it. I always keep on thinking about him. I often go on the top of my home to have a glimpse of his face. He is the only child of his parents & belongs to the high class society. I want to express my love for him. But I do not have the courage to do so. Moreover, when I think he belongs to the high class society, I often take my steps back. My parents want to get married with the boy of their choice as I am of marriageable age. But I do not want to accept it because I am in love with that guy. I could not think of any other person except him. I often make lame excuses for going in their home. Few days back I ventured my courage to express my self fully to him. But I failed. Some time, I feel he too is interested in me. But could not express his feelings because she is too shy. Few days back, I came to know that he is going to be engaged with a girl as per the wishes of his parents. Now I think, if I express myself to him, this may change the whole course of my life but at the same time, I feel, if he says ‘No’ to me, I could never be able to tolerate it for the whole of my life. Suggest me what is the right way for me & guide me.
Posted By .. Neetu
I also had an unexpected and unexpressed love. I can understand your situation……